HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY SYLVIAAAAAA~!! :D
sorry that the gang would not be able to celebrate with you and in hopes that my "presence" will fill in for the rest of them :)
- im feeling:
awake
HUGGLES AND KISSES TO ALL MY LOVELIES! :D
- im feeling:
cheerful
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bubble_dreams and bloodscent If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
If you go under 15, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.
- wandering at:house
- im feeling: cheerful
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! <33
*hugs*
- wandering at:home
- im feeling: cheerful
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA!! <3
now you are legal to do almost anything! couldnt say all because i know you wont do it =P hehe. or maybe we just cant T^T ...okay, jesc aint making sense anymore cause her brains are all mushy.. o.o
- wandering at:home
- im feeling:
energetic
You are Orange Koala, who tends to give an impression of being too sensitive and nervous.
But you have thorough insight and can work efficiently.
[i have an insight...and i can work efficiently? hmmm....]
You are cheerful and very forthright.
[i know imma cheerful! yay!]
Your short temper may cause your advantages to diminish.
[yes, i must admit. i HAVE a short temper..T^T]
When the positive side of you comes out, you will try hard to go beyond the person you do not want to loose against.
[do i even do that...?? i have no idea.]
You are suited to academic and artistic areas, where you can seek your insight.
[that is what imma animator right?]
Your soul never gets old, and you will keep coming up with new ideas.
[IM FORVER YOUNG AT YOUNG! I RULE!]
The occupations you will be good at are those works where you can use your natural sense of creativity.
[i have a natural sense of creativity? imma mostly brain-dead to these things..no?]
You may come up with new and innovative idea while relaxing.
[if i do ever think. most of the time when imma relaxing is me sleeping which my brains are alwiz switched off.]
This make you suited to jobs concerning plannig events or entertaining.
[man, animation aint the line for me now? D: someone sign me up for a circus parade!]
Areas of arts may also bring good luck.
[imma getting confused..animator good / bad?]
You are precise with money, and do not spend money easily.
[nah-uh, i spend money EASILY. hole in my pocket. imma broke D:]
You will save up rather than use it, and although you don't show, you are sensitive with interests between personal relationships.
[yesh, i AM sensitive with personal relationships.. T3T]
You don't buy things impulsively.
[i do buy things impulsively..like this one jacket i bought from comma because i love it so much..okie..i shall shut up now.]
Socially, you are very open person.
[500% TRUE!]
You seem to be very sociable person, but really you are extremely cautious, and will not easily tell your true feelings.
[my feelings are LIKE so easy to tell, dont you think so?]
Balancing this kind of your bilateral character will be your task.
[imma..bilateral character? D:]
You can fall in love many times, but once married, you will take charge of the household, and control it efficiently.
[does that means imma gonna be A FULL TIME HOUSE WIFE? D: let me marry a rich man.]
the website where i got this : http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/
- wandering at:3D lab
- im feeling:
blank
| Your Birth Month is July |
 Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker. You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life. Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart Your gemstone: Ruby Your flower: Larkspur Your colors: Green and red |
For the love of myself, THIS ISNT SO ME AT ALL! Im a deep thinker? Everyone laugh with me. HA HA HA. I am quiet...erm, since when? x.x man, joey is going to laugh when she reads this and will say "HAHAHAHAHHA JESC THAT ISNT JOO!"
- wandering at:home
- im feeling:
confused
Create your own Friend Test here
Good Luck!
- wandering at:3D lab
- im feeling: cheerful
Those who wants the full sized pictures, message me online and I will send them to you. Joey, Constance, Lavena..I want the pictures! Rawr.
- wandering at:home
- im feeling:
amused
first off, wanna wish my best buddy...JOEY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
wait, im late. since it is almot 1am...so im gonna say "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY"
planned a last minute suprised party for her and im glad it turned out okay and took alot of cam whoring pics.
those who managed to join in the party, THANKS FOR COMING EVEN THOUGH IT IS SO LAST MINUTE!
yuki (the person who helped me with the cake and card)
boo
crystal and constance
lavena
sizer
sylvia
kelsie
beatrice
darren
hock yu
terrence
those were the list of people who came to the party =)
glad you like the cake joey! i knew you love banana and chocolate cake! that is why i bought it for joo!
anyway, EMO PART...reasons why i stay in college...
so i wont think so much when im at home
doing work of course
covering up the feelings of loneliness in me
yeah, stupid reasons to stay in college. but i cant help it. =)
tell me people, how to get rid of the person from your head?
so i wont think so much?
so i wont miss so much?
i so wanna hit myself.
- wandering at:3d lab
- im feeling:
indescribable
That is all i could do.
My heart breaks but Im holding strong.
Free me from my thousand sufferings.
Can you help me do so?
It hurts...deeply.
Avoiding me is all he does
Avoiding him is all i do in return
A simple friendship cant be hold on
So let it be it.
- wandering at:3d lab
- im feeling:
disappointed
im sad yet im laughing
im hurt yet im going on strong
a big disappoinment when i realized that one last obstacle to face is to learn how to love and trust again was given up half way and yet i have chose a path for myself to look things again and let things go. no matter how hurt i am, no matter how sad i am, i wont show it. maybe that would be my motto from now on. *laughs*
things are different from what it seems, i keep thinking back memories and most of them brought tears to my eyes. crying alone when there isnt anyone next to you to comfort you is hard, but that is what i must face. finding things or songs that will trigger my emotions, i have to hide it away. i must learn to be strong from now, that is what i feel. but the only thing im afraid, that when i break, would i ever be the same again?
friends will be there for me, and im thankful for that. god made me this way and probably have set a path for me to follow. if obstacles i have faced along the way, with hopes and supports i will make it through.
be strong with whatever you do. no matter how hard you fall, there is always a way to come back up again. and when you do, you will be stronger. it applies to any kind of situation. work, relationships, friendships and more. what do you think?
for me when it comes to love, i have fallen once, and worked my way up again, and i was stronger then before. then something came and pushed me back down and i know that this time, i have fallen harder then before. so now i have to work my way up again, and be stronger than the person i used to be. i kept thinking, cupid is evil. it does things to me and makes me happy and when im at the peak of my happiness, it tends to lets me drop back down again. my heart isnt made out of stone. im a person too with emotions i kept thinking. how can it do this to me? playing with my emotions. playing with me.
yes, i admit. im an emotional person when it comes to love. im an emotional person when it comes to alot of things.
it is hard for you to believe it? *laughs*
- wandering at:joey's house
- im feeling:
crushed
HIPPO CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND HAVE A HIPPO NEW YEAR! 83
Love and Peace Ya'll
Sorry for having nothing to give you guys..I poor... =(
But just have enough to give you guys a rich blessing for this year! 83
- wandering at:home
- im feeling: cheerful
- listening to:alvin and the chipmunks - christmas song
playing with the translator =)
non potete funzionare, né potete hide..i che li guardate... non voi guardarlo... guardarsi da.
qualunque cosa, avrò miei occhi su you.if che vi trovate, io scoprirò il truthif vi nascondete, io scoprirò dove areif voi lo evitate, io inseguirò you..beware. non potete nascondere qualche cosa da me più. ho visto attraverso la vostra mascherina con le vostre bugie
l'alberino casuale non seccatura =)
- wandering at:3dlab
- im feeling:
bored - listening to:Shinhwa - My Own Secret
Joey (
bloodscent ), Sylvia (shirua ) and I went to sleep over at Kelsie's (shibahara ) place. And boy, did we had a blast!
We went to William's and ate there, then have to find Sizer (
sizerazrael ) cause she was holding the stuff that Kyoru's ( lemon_puurin ) bought for Joey...Then we were laughing and joking in the car...Man, this is what are called, THE GOOD TIMES! =)
Anyway, then after all the "chores" we did, then we went back to Kelsie's place, bathe and changed..then we were going to bed cause it was 1 something in the morning? Close to 2 i think..
Just continuing my story, when the lights were on we were already talking , gossiping, laughing, joking...everything in one roof...Four of us clambered onto the guest room's bed which were pushed together and we just slept there..=)
The moment when Kelsie off the lights and snuggles into the bed with us, we were even more noiser and well, awake...I think we made so much noise until Kelsie's dogs was awake too.. XD
I miss those fun times I spent with them..Thank You for making it a memorable night for me guys!! *throws tons of love until there isnt left in her*
When we woke up in the morning, the first thing we did was...LAUGH.
I kid you not, we were laughing..We just joke the first thing in the morning..
The best things in life for me are:
muh best buddies! You know who you are! =)
Hanging out with you people can make me forget things that i dont want to think about. Regrets that im feeling , fears that are empowering, guilt that is always existing. =)
Thank you all! =) *hugs*
I love you all! =D
When shall we do this again ? =)
- wandering at:3dlab
- im feeling: energetic
- listening to:Shinhwa - Angel
Damn I like this! XD
Super Long Name XD
Not Bad
I love this!
- wandering at:3dlab
- im feeling: amused
- listening to:Shinhwa - All Your Dreams
Managed to complete the animation even though it is not the greatest animation that I can produce. But I have tried my best. Slaving around in front of the computer. I tell you, I worship the computer more than I worship my God. Sheesh..Maybe I should start a new religion where the computer is the God..(No offence to those who are very religious people)
Anyway, now Im waiting for the lecturers to finish criticing the other group then probably she will head on to our group and critic ours. Hurry up already, I want to go home and take my bath and sleep. Rawr.
Oh, most of the time Joey and Kyoru when they are online, we will RPG together! With Joey's kids, Maddie, Kieve, Junjin..Then Kyoru's kids, Shin, Nico, Lee (Charleigh), Ayden...am I missing anyone? And me, Haki. It is so fun! I love RPG-ing with them! Lets do it more often even though it distracts me from my work. =P *guilt*
So far, my list for my kids are Haki - DOD Wi. Envii (Maybe that would be her name) - BF Xiao and Latidoll - Yellow, Lea. Have no idea what to name her yet. 3 kids! Hehe..My list have expanded...Im certain there would be more added..If I want to get a SD I would probably get the Nana girl. I still forgot where in the world she came from!! I R DOLL/ BJD NOOB.
First off 3...then probably I would reach an amount to start a basketball team. Rawr. Talk about big family. Ne, Joey..How many more kids can we make them related?! Lol..Cause Haki and Junjin are related, half-brothers. And Envii plus Gellus (pronounced as jealous people! =3 ) [Joey's next kid] would be related too..Ne, Kyoru, lets get related! >3 [but then un-officially that Haki is calling Shin mommy, no?]
Anyway, eyes are half closed and another mental note to self. Bring a camera next time when Im staying late. It is fun to take pictures of people sleeping. Will probably leeched from Beatrice later. >3
- im feeling: >D
No movie for Thursday
Have to cram up with my animation.
Stupid Singapore trip. Spoils everything.
I hate this.
Nice result, less time. Am I able to achieve it.
Giving up. Hate.
- im feeling:
hate
My aunt was admitted to hospital 5 days ago..and she is still there though...She was admitted to hospital because she just found out that she got breast cancer. Sadly that her breast cancer is the type which is no lump kind where you cant detect it if you do self-examination. Now, that is scary. I mean, if you are able to detect it, you are able to prevent it. Sadly my aunt is the no lump kind.
Furthermore, it will be passed down to her childrens too because she have told me that she had kidney stone before at the age of 21 and both of her daughters also gotten it during that age. Talk about passing down your genes to your future generations. Now my aunt is thinking whether to slice off her entire breast or just cut out the infected area.
But one thing she told me which was scary that if she sliced off her breast, the skin from her armpits will also be sliced off and she has to go for some training ( i cant spell the word, fesio? phesio? ) to use her hand. I was like "OMFG, if that happen to me...I will be...*shudder at thought*" But on a more joking matter, if I sliced off my boobs, I can be mistaken to be a MAN. Or cosplay a boy character really easily. *grins* Should I cosplay... *coughhyesungcough*
Anyway, my aunt now is at the hospital, Joey met her before because I dragged her to guide me to SJMC. Yes, I'm pathetic with roads, so sue me. Haha.
Anyhoo, when out with Joey and her mom on Saturday to One Utama. THANK YOU AUNTY FOR THE LOVELY MEAL!! Ate at Johnny's Steamboat thing. Never been there before, so basically when Joey and her mom brought me there, it was like my first time and I was sort of "jacoon-ish" The food there is AWESOME! Kelsie, you can go there if you want to next time because it is a thai place...I think. Hehe.
OH YA!! Im heading off to Singapore this Thursday night.. -MAYBE- but on Thursday itself, I'm planning to watch Happy Feet. Probably the afternoon time or the morning one..But anyway, I already know who confirmed with me that they wanted to watch. They are
1. Joey
2. Kelsie
3. Sylvia
Erm, anyone want to watch too? Because I'm going to book the tickets soon. Please confirm with me. Those who have my msn, just pm me. Those who have my handphone number, send me a message. =)
Now, I have to put my mind to do work. So many distractions.
- im feeling:
hmmm...
Sitting here in the 3D lab doing animation.
Seriously, if you want to join the animating life..you have to consider of giving up...
- Your sleep.
- Your usual life style.
- If you love watching tv, you have to give that up too.
- Playing games? Give it up too, unless you are a procrastinator like me, then *cough* you will somehow manage to find a slot to slip that in.
- Prepared to be looking like a THING that cant be recognized as a human or an alien. So, you will be catergorized, as THING.
I cant think much of it anymore because I'm sick. With all the cough, sniffling, sneezing and blowing noises, I'm serious. It is like having a mini orchestra in the 3D lab.
I was randomly hypnotising Kelsie ( ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
shibahara) to sneeze more but in the end, I was the one who is sneezing more than her and she claimed that she was getting better until a sneezed came from her. Hilarious. But then, everyone is getting sick in the 3D lab. I wonder who started to spread the disease? Next thing you know you will see the animators from DG41 carrying boxes of tissues and having red noses that will earn them the nick name Rudolph. Isnt that interesting, no?
Hungry pangs are coming. I keep telling Andrew that I could hear my heartbeating from my stomach and he would just ignore me. What nerve..coming from a small person with such a pretty face.
From a random thing, Joey (bloodscent) and I reckon that Andrew looks abit like Junjin from Shinhwa. I told Andrew that and he doesnt admit it. Furthermore, he could actually say that Junjin is the better looking one. Which I subtly added more salt to the wound, I said yeah, taller and nicer body. Whoops. My bad. =P
Next thing you know, he is asking me to go to Korea and get married to Hyesung. Quite a different topic we were discussing. How can from Junjin moved up to Hyesung? Total opposite direction. It is like I'm heading South and he is heading up North. You get the picture.
Sylvia ( shirua ) just send to me a link about the song "I love eggs". It is such a suitable song for her to make it into her theme song. I have never met anyone who loves eggs to the certain extend I think that she doesnt mind having eggs for the rest of her life. Here is the link to the site if you are curious about it. I love eggs
I have been drawing sometime lately, which is a good thing and I reckon that my dad would be slightly prouder of me due to the fact that I'm doing something other than playing games. He would think that I'm working on my portfolio which, I'm sorry daddy it isnt coming around anytime soon. I drew an Andrew without knowing. I was following one of Hyesung's poses pictures which I have saved and next thing you know...Andrew came by and said..
Andrew : He looks like me
Me : Really? *stares at her drawing* Oh, ya hor.
Andrew : First time got someone managed to draw something that resembles me.
Me : *bursting with pride* Really? Wah, so happy. But then......
Andrew : Hmm?
Me : I was suppose to draw Hyesung one...but didnt know turn out to look like you. *sees a smiling Andrew turned into a heart broken Andrew* Dear?
Andrew : *ignores*
Me : O_o
I really love to torture the poor kid. Sometimes, I admit. Intentionally sometimes UNintentionally. But I cant help it. It is so fun! How often do you get to see a small person squirming around? Include wih a face that resembles slightly of Junjin which is filled with prettiness and a bishounen hair. Now to the more sadistic side which you guys are going to find out, there is not one place of Andrew which I havent...kick, scratch, bite. The poor guy, one day he is going to be a battered looking boy and no one will recognize him.
Okay. I need to go and find food. Listening to Kelsie blowing her nose makes my nose itchy. She is having the running nose. Im having the blocked nose. Breathing through my mouth makes me look like a fish without oxygen. Time to leave this blog like this. I cant think anymore to type and my entries are getting much more ridiculous each time. Despite the fact, that most of my entries doesnt make sense at all. Thank you all for reading it!
PS: I have realized, reading Kenny Sia's blog. Most of his friends blogs uses blogspot. So, I have conducted a short observation and, voila. What have I found out? Blogspot users are easier to get more people to comment on it...IF you are famous. No offence to those who uses blogspot. I will read it and comment on it. If you give me your web blog site. Sorry, if I never commented on it. But I will make sure I read it. By the way, a short advertisement, read Kenny SIa's blog. It is HILARIOUS. Cheers!
- im feeling:
*flu* - listening to:Shinhwa - Snow Baby
