Hyper's Domain of Weirdness

BIRTHDAY WISHES!

2009-09-25T14:22:28Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHIPPY!!!!

I KNOW I AM 2 HOURS AHEAD OF KL BUT I STILL WANNA WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! <3

BIRTHDAY WISHES

2009-09-13T12:16:10Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY shibahara !!!!!

MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE AND THOUGH YOU SHOULD LAY OFF THE OYSTERS SINCE YOU ARE SICK!!

love ya!

Birthday Wishes

2009-06-28T15:27:47Z

JUST GOING TO POST HERE....

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY SYLVIAAAAAA~!! :D

sorry that the gang would not be able to celebrate with you and in hopes that my "presence" will fill in for the rest of them :)

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2008-02-05T21:05:10Z

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL! <3

HUGGLES AND KISSES TO ALL MY LOVELIES! :D

Are you bad influence ? ;D

2007-11-03T09:54:10Z

Taken from bubble_dreams and bloodscent

If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
If you go under 15, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.

1. Smoked
2. Consumed alcohol
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. Kissed someone of the same sex
6. Had sex
7. Had someone in your room other than family
8. Watched porn
9. Bought porn
10. Done drugs
Total: 5

1. Taken painkillers
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine
3. Lied to your parents
4. Lied to a friend
5. Snuck out of the house
6. Done something illegal
7. Cut yourself
8. Hurt someone
9. Wished someone to die
10. Seen someone die
Total: 6

1. Missed curfew
2. Stayed out all night
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
4. Been to a therapist
5. Been to rehab
6. Dyed your hair
7. Received a ticket
8. Been in an accident
9. Been to a club
10. Been to a bar
Total: 6

1. Been to a wild party
2. Seen the Mardi Gras
3. Drank more than four beers in a night
4. Had a spring break in Florida
5. Sniffed anything
6. Wore black nail polish
7. Wore arm bands
8. Wore t-shirts with band names
9. Listened to rap
10. Own(ed) a 50 Cent CD
Total: 4

1. Dressed gothic
2. Dressed prep
3. Dressed punk
4. Dressed grunge
5. Stole something
6. Been too drunk to remember anything
7. Blacked out
8. Fainted
9. Had a crush on a neighbor
10. Had someone sneak into your room
Total: 5

1. Snuck into someone else's room
2. Had a crush on your best friend
3. Been to a concert
4. Dry-humped someone
5. Been called a slut
6. Called someone a slut
7. Installed speakers in your car
8. Broken a mirror
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
Total: 6

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
2. Been an R-rated movie in theater
3. Cruised the mall
4. Skipped school
5. Had surgery
6. Had an injury
7. Gone to court
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
9. Caught something on fire
10. Lied about your age
Total: 4

1. Owned/rented an apartment
2. Broke the law in the police's presence
3. Cheated on someone
4. Got in trouble with the police
5. Talked to a stranger
6. Hugged a stranger
7. Kissed a stranger
8. Rode in the car with a stranger
9. Been harassed
10. Been verbally harassed
Total: 3

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online
2. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
4. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
5. Been to a fair
6. Been called a bad influence
7. Drink and drive
8. Prank-called someone
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
10. Cheated on a test
Total: 9

Grand Total: 48

Ooowh, Im just pretty..."normal" after all 8D bo ha ha ha ha

Happy Halloween! ^^

2007-10-30T19:36:03Z

I just decided to post in here wishing everyone....

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! <33

*hugs*

happy birthday sylvia!

2007-06-28T21:05:39Z

just wanna say one thing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA!! <3

now you are legal to do almost anything! couldnt say all because i know you wont do it =P hehe. or maybe we just cant T^T ...okay, jesc aint making sense anymore cause her brains are all mushy.. o.o

Animal World Readings? XD

2007-03-22T18:27:35Z

I was browsing through my friend, Nicole's blog and she pass on this website about some "fortune" / "characteristic" thing. So I clicked on it...and put in my birthday and this is what it said about me. So people, read it and what do you think ?

You are Orange Koala, who tends to give an impression of being too sensitive and nervous.
But you have thorough insight and can work efficiently.

[i have an insight...and i can work efficiently? hmmm....]

You are cheerful and very forthright.

[i know imma cheerful! yay!]

Your short temper may cause your advantages to diminish.

[yes, i must admit. i HAVE a short temper..T^T]

When the positive side of you comes out, you will try hard to go beyond the person you do not want to loose against.

[do i even do that...?? i have no idea.]

You are suited to academic and artistic areas, where you can seek your insight.

[that is what imma animator right?]

Your soul never gets old, and you will keep coming up with new ideas.

[IM FORVER YOUNG AT YOUNG! I RULE!]

The occupations you will be good at are those works where you can use your natural sense of creativity.

[i have a natural sense of creativity? imma mostly brain-dead to these things..no?]

You may come up with new and innovative idea while relaxing.

[if i do ever think. most of the time when imma relaxing is me sleeping which my brains are alwiz switched off.]

This make you suited to jobs concerning plannig events or entertaining.

[man, animation aint the line for me now? D: someone sign me up for a circus parade!]

Areas of arts may also bring good luck.

[imma getting confused..animator good / bad?]

You are precise with money, and do not spend money easily.

[nah-uh, i spend money EASILY. hole in my pocket. imma broke D:]

You will save up rather than use it, and although you don't show, you are sensitive with interests between personal relationships.

[yesh, i AM sensitive with personal relationships.. T3T]

You don't buy things impulsively.

[i do buy things impulsively..like this one jacket i bought from comma because i love it so much..okie..i shall shut up now.]

Socially, you are very open person.

[500% TRUE!]

You seem to be very sociable person, but really you are extremely cautious, and will not easily tell your true feelings.

[my feelings are LIKE so easy to tell, dont you think so?]

Balancing this kind of your bilateral character will be your task.

[imma..bilateral character? D:]

You can fall in love many times, but once married, you will take charge of the household, and control it efficiently.

[does that means imma gonna be A FULL TIME HOUSE WIFE? D: let me marry a rich man.]

the website where i got this : http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

What does my birth month means....

2007-01-31T06:13:56Z

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker.
You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life.

Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart

Your gemstone: Ruby

Your flower: Larkspur

Your colors: Green and red

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

For the love of myself, THIS ISNT SO ME AT ALL! Im a deep thinker? Everyone laugh with me. HA HA HA. I am quiet...erm, since when? x.x man, joey is going to laugh when she reads this and will say "HAHAHAHAHHA JESC THAT ISNT JOO!"

How well do you know me ?

2007-01-30T16:25:46Z

People, how well do you know me? Take this test and find out! Muahahaha! 83

Create your own Friend Test here

Good Luck!

Piccys From Joey's Bday

2007-01-19T21:16:48Z

Best thing to do on Joey's Birthday? Plan a suprise party of course! =P Sadly Sylvia had to go home early because she was not feeling well. I got sick the day after! *coughs*Now, on with the pictures!!

Us camwhoring ourselves

Phase One: We tried doing our own "emoticons"

Phase Two: We tried even harder

Phase Three: I decided to show my hands

Phase Four: Learn to take pictures where it makes your face look REALLY BIG.

Phase Five: We learn to act bitchy...except Kelsie..

Phase Six: We learn how to be smiley. Take 1

Phase Seven : We learn how to be smiley. Take 2

Phase Eight : We learn how to be smiley. Take 3 and it was the BEST!

Phase Nine : Learn how to take pictures where you will look good

Phase Ten : We decided to take pictures of our personality...I was cropped though.

Phase Eleven : I found my twin.

Phase Twelve : Really my twin

Phase Thirteen: We learn how to be bitchly emo

End of Cam Whoring.

Normal Pictures

Sizer decided to fly.

You finally found out the true about Joey. She wants to eat Hayato. (Did I manage to spell his name correctly?)

Not everyday you see Joey doing that..Cheers to Joey! Yuki, where are you looking?

Look, how often do you see me do that? Kelsie looks like she is going to whisper something to me

I actually managed to keep my pose..Joey, you are supposed to be acting kyute, not seductive! Rawr.

Stupid skirt is falling down. Best Buddy Picture! Take 1

Best Buddy Picture!! Take 2..Sylvia you should have stayed...so I can do a Best Buddy Picture, take 3...*hugs*

Best Buddy Hug! Sylvia, we shall do it to you...NEXT TIME!

There is something about Kelsie where everyone just want to SQUEEZE her.

Lesson to be learn, See No Evil, Speak No Evil, Hear No Evil. Well, I would say, I have seen, speak and heard evil. Kelsie, you look like you are peeking instead. Should rename as "Peek" No Evil.

Sizer decided to become a parasite..Smile with my two pet sisters! Constance who is holding the "parasite" and Crystal.

Now follow what I tell you, move your mouse and follow our heads' height, do you get a staircase?

The people who came to the party. Some left though...

Now this is what you call, posers with a great smile!

But sometimes, we just tend to be, BITCHLY EMO. Yuki and Joey, what are you guys emo-ing at? Damn, I look like I'm going to smile.

Two Pictures taken at Subang Parade

The attempt to take a picture from the mirror. Joey has the picture of me taking the picture. It looks like I am promoting a camera. Ask Joey for it.

Sweeties Smiling

Those who wants the full sized pictures, message me online and I will send them to you. Joey, Constance, Lavena..I want the pictures! Rawr.

Joey Birthday!!

2007-01-17T16:45:34Z

first off, wanna wish my best buddy...JOEY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
wait, im late. since it is almot 1am...so im gonna say "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY"

planned a last minute suprised party for her and im glad it turned out okay and took alot of cam whoring pics.
those who managed to join in the party, THANKS FOR COMING EVEN THOUGH IT IS SO LAST MINUTE!
yuki (the person who helped me with the cake and card)
boo
crystal and constance
lavena
sizer
sylvia
kelsie
beatrice
darren
hock yu
terrence

those were the list of people who came to the party =)
glad you like the cake joey! i knew you love banana and chocolate cake! that is why i bought it for joo!

anyway, EMO PART...reasons why i stay in college...

so i wont think so much when im at home
doing work of course
covering up the feelings of loneliness in me

yeah, stupid reasons to stay in college. but i cant help it. =)
tell me people, how to get rid of the person from your head?
so i wont think so much?
so i wont miss so much?
i so wanna hit myself.

Thousand Sufferings.

2007-01-15T10:52:40Z

I saw, I avoid.
That is all i could do.
My heart breaks but Im holding strong.
Free me from my thousand sufferings.
Can you help me do so?
It hurts...deeply.

Avoiding me is all he does
Avoiding him is all i do in return
A simple friendship cant be hold on
So let it be it.

im an emo kid now.

2007-01-12T05:37:53Z

im sad yet im laughing
im hurt yet im going on strong

a big disappoinment when i realized that one last obstacle to face is to learn how to love and trust again was given up half way and yet i have chose a path for myself to look things again and let things go. no matter how hurt i am, no matter how sad i am, i wont show it. maybe that would be my motto from now on. *laughs*

things are different from what it seems, i keep thinking back memories and most of them brought tears to my eyes. crying alone when there isnt anyone next to you to comfort you is hard, but that is what i must face. finding things or songs that will trigger my emotions, i have to hide it away. i must learn to be strong from now, that is what i feel. but the only thing im afraid, that when i break, would i ever be the same again?

friends will be there for me, and im thankful for that. god made me this way and probably have set a path for me to follow. if obstacles i have faced along the way, with hopes and supports i will make it through.

be strong with whatever you do. no matter how hard you fall, there is always a way to come back up again. and when you do, you will be stronger. it applies to any kind of situation. work, relationships, friendships and more. what do you think?

for me when it comes to love, i have fallen once, and worked my way up again, and i was stronger then before. then something came and pushed me back down and i know that this time, i have fallen harder then before. so now i have to work my way up again, and be stronger than the person i used to be. i kept thinking, cupid is evil. it does things to me and makes me happy and when im at the peak of my happiness, it tends to lets me drop back down again. my heart isnt made out of stone. im a person too with emotions i kept thinking. how can it do this to me? playing with my emotions. playing with me.

yes, i admit. im an emotional person when it comes to love. im an emotional person when it comes to alot of things.

it is hard for you to believe it? *laughs*

alwizhyper @ 2006-12-25T11:37:00

2006-12-25T03:37:53Z

MERRY KURISUMASSU EVERYONE!

HIPPO CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND HAVE A HIPPO NEW YEAR! 83

Love and Peace Ya'll

Sorry for having nothing to give you guys..I poor... =(

But just have enough to give you guys a rich blessing for this year! 83

l'alberino casuale non seccatura =)

2006-12-22T10:16:32Z

THIS IS UTTERLY RANDOM..

playing with the translator =)

non potete funzionare, né potete hide..i che li guardate... non voi guardarlo... guardarsi da.

qualunque cosa, avrò miei occhi su you.if che vi trovate, io scoprirò il truthif vi nascondete, io scoprirò dove areif voi lo evitate, io inseguirò you..beware. non potete nascondere qualche cosa da me più. ho visto attraverso la vostra mascherina con le vostre bugie

l'alberino casuale non seccatura =)

Best things in life comes in many ways =)

2006-12-22T05:16:31Z

Yesterday was the BEST DAY EVER!

Joey (bloodscent ), Sylvia (shirua ) and I went to sleep over at Kelsie's (shibahara ) place.

And boy, did we had a blast!

We went to William's and ate there, then have to find Sizer ( sizerazrael ) cause she was holding the stuff that Kyoru's ( lemon_puurin ) bought for Joey...

Then we were laughing and joking in the car...Man, this is what are called, THE GOOD TIMES! =)

Anyway, then after all the "chores" we did, then we went back to Kelsie's place, bathe and changed..then we were going to bed cause it was 1 something in the morning? Close to 2 i think..

Just continuing my story, when the lights were on we were already talking , gossiping, laughing, joking...everything in one roof...Four of us clambered onto the guest room's bed which were pushed together and we just slept there..=)

The moment when Kelsie off the lights and snuggles into the bed with us, we were even more noiser and well, awake...I think we made so much noise until Kelsie's dogs was awake too.. XD

I miss those fun times I spent with them..Thank You for making it a memorable night for me guys!! *throws tons of love until there isnt left in her*

When we woke up in the morning, the first thing we did was...LAUGH.

I kid you not, we were laughing..We just joke the first thing in the morning..

The best things in life for me are:

muh best buddies! You know who you are! =)

Hanging out with you people can make me forget things that i dont want to think about. Regrets that im feeling , fears that are empowering, guilt that is always existing. =)

Thank you all! =) *hugs*

I love you all! =D

When shall we do this again ? =)

Sexay Names?

2006-12-21T08:00:45Z

What I was playing when Im bored..

Damn I like this! XD

Super Long Name XD

Get Your Sexy Name

Not Bad

Get Your Sexy Name

I love this!

Get Your Sexy Name

alwizhyper @ 2006-11-29T12:27:00

2006-11-29T04:27:35Z

Yawn...Im still sitting here in college. I reached college around 9 something pm and Im sitting here and it is 12.25pm. Yes, I stayed at college overnight and no, I havent taken my bath yet nor brush my teeth..I feel icky. T^T Anyone want to smell me? >3

Managed to complete the animation even though it is not the greatest animation that I can produce. But I have tried my best. Slaving around in front of the computer. I tell you, I worship the computer more than I worship my God. Sheesh..Maybe I should start a new religion where the computer is the God..(No offence to those who are very religious people)

Anyway, now Im waiting for the lecturers to finish criticing the other group then probably she will head on to our group and critic ours. Hurry up already, I want to go home and take my bath and sleep. Rawr.

Oh, most of the time Joey and Kyoru when they are online, we will RPG together! With Joey's kids, Maddie, Kieve, Junjin..Then Kyoru's kids, Shin, Nico, Lee (Charleigh), Ayden...am I missing anyone? And me, Haki. It is so fun! I love RPG-ing with them! Lets do it more often even though it distracts me from my work. =P *guilt*

So far, my list for my kids are Haki - DOD Wi. Envii (Maybe that would be her name) - BF Xiao and Latidoll - Yellow, Lea. Have no idea what to name her yet. 3 kids! Hehe..My list have expanded...Im certain there would be more added..If I want to get a SD I would probably get the Nana girl. I still forgot where in the world she came from!! I R DOLL/ BJD NOOB.

First off 3...then probably I would reach an amount to start a basketball team. Rawr. Talk about big family. Ne, Joey..How many more kids can we make them related?! Lol..Cause Haki and Junjin are related, half-brothers. And Envii plus Gellus (pronounced as jealous people! =3 ) [Joey's next kid] would be related too..Ne, Kyoru, lets get related! >3 [but then un-officially that Haki is calling Shin mommy, no?]

Anyway, eyes are half closed and another mental note to self. Bring a camera next time when Im staying late. It is fun to take pictures of people sleeping. Will probably leeched from Beatrice later. >3

Hate

2006-11-22T08:29:07Z

No movie for Thursday

Have to cram up with my animation.

Stupid Singapore trip. Spoils everything.

I hate this.

Nice result, less time. Am I able to achieve it.

Giving up. Hate.

Happy Feet, Thursday. Anyone?

2006-11-19T10:16:05Z

Now I'm home, supposedly to be doing my assignments but I'm being a lazy bum...So you get the picture. *grins*

My aunt was admitted to hospital 5 days ago..and she is still there though...She was admitted to hospital because she just found out that she got breast cancer. Sadly that her breast cancer is the type which is no lump kind where you cant detect it if you do self-examination. Now, that is scary. I mean, if you are able to detect it, you are able to prevent it. Sadly my aunt is the no lump kind.

Furthermore, it will be passed down to her childrens too because she have told me that she had kidney stone before at the age of 21 and both of her daughters also gotten it during that age. Talk about passing down your genes to your future generations. Now my aunt is thinking whether to slice off her entire breast or just cut out the infected area.

But one thing she told me which was scary that if she sliced off her breast, the skin from her armpits will also be sliced off and she has to go for some training ( i cant spell the word, fesio? phesio? ) to use her hand. I was like "OMFG, if that happen to me...I will be...*shudder at thought*" But on a more joking matter, if I sliced off my boobs, I can be mistaken to be a MAN. Or cosplay a boy character really easily. *grins* Should I cosplay... *coughhyesungcough*

Anyway, my aunt now is at the hospital, Joey met her before because I dragged her to guide me to SJMC. Yes, I'm pathetic with roads, so sue me. Haha.

Anyhoo, when out with Joey and her mom on Saturday to One Utama. THANK YOU AUNTY FOR THE LOVELY MEAL!! Ate at Johnny's Steamboat thing. Never been there before, so basically when Joey and her mom brought me there, it was like my first time and I was sort of "jacoon-ish" The food there is AWESOME! Kelsie, you can go there if you want to next time because it is a thai place...I think. Hehe.

OH YA!! Im heading off to Singapore this Thursday night.. -MAYBE- but on Thursday itself, I'm planning to watch Happy Feet. Probably the afternoon time or the morning one..But anyway, I already know who confirmed with me that they wanted to watch. They are

1. Joey
2. Kelsie
3. Sylvia

Erm, anyone want to watch too? Because I'm going to book the tickets soon. Please confirm with me. Those who have my msn, just pm me. Those who have my handphone number, send me a message. =)

Now, I have to put my mind to do work. So many distractions.

A mini orchestra consisting of sniffles, sneezes, blowing and coughs.

2006-11-15T09:55:07Z

Sitting here in the 3D lab doing animation.

Seriously, if you want to join the animating life..you have to consider of giving up...

Your sleep.
Your usual life style.
If you love watching tv, you have to give that up too.
Playing games? Give it up too, unless you are a procrastinator like me, then *cough* you will somehow manage to find a slot to slip that in.
Prepared to be looking like a THING that cant be recognized as a human or an alien. So, you will be catergorized, as THING.

I cant think much of it anymore because I'm sick. With all the cough, sniffling, sneezing and blowing noises, I'm serious. It is like having a mini orchestra in the 3D lab.

I was randomly hypnotising Kelsie ( shibahara) to sneeze more but in the end, I was the one who is sneezing more than her and she claimed that she was getting better until a sneezed came from her. Hilarious. But then, everyone is getting sick in the 3D lab. I wonder who started to spread the disease? Next thing you know you will see the animators from DG41 carrying boxes of tissues and having red noses that will earn them the nick name Rudolph. Isnt that interesting, no?

Hungry pangs are coming. I keep telling Andrew that I could hear my heartbeating from my stomach and he would just ignore me. What nerve..coming from a small person with such a pretty face.

From a random thing, Joey (bloodscent) and I reckon that Andrew looks abit like Junjin from Shinhwa. I told Andrew that and he doesnt admit it. Furthermore, he could actually say that Junjin is the better looking one. Which I subtly added more salt to the wound, I said yeah, taller and nicer body. Whoops. My bad. =P
Next thing you know, he is asking me to go to Korea and get married to Hyesung. Quite a different topic we were discussing. How can from Junjin moved up to Hyesung? Total opposite direction. It is like I'm heading South and he is heading up North. You get the picture.

Sylvia ( shirua ) just send to me a link about the song "I love eggs". It is such a suitable song for her to make it into her theme song. I have never met anyone who loves eggs to the certain extend I think that she doesnt mind having eggs for the rest of her life. Here is the link to the site if you are curious about it. I love eggs

I have been drawing sometime lately, which is a good thing and I reckon that my dad would be slightly prouder of me due to the fact that I'm doing something other than playing games. He would think that I'm working on my portfolio which, I'm sorry daddy it isnt coming around anytime soon. I drew an Andrew without knowing. I was following one of Hyesung's poses pictures which I have saved and next thing you know...Andrew came by and said..

Andrew : He looks like me

Me : Really? *stares at her drawing* Oh, ya hor.

Andrew : First time got someone managed to draw something that resembles me.

Me : *bursting with pride* Really? Wah, so happy. But then......

Andrew : Hmm?

Me : I was suppose to draw Hyesung one...but didnt know turn out to look like you. *sees a smiling Andrew turned into a heart broken Andrew* Dear?

Andrew : *ignores*

Me : O_o

I really love to torture the poor kid. Sometimes, I admit. Intentionally sometimes UNintentionally. But I cant help it. It is so fun! How often do you get to see a small person squirming around? ~~Include wih a face that resembles slightly of Junjin which is filled with prettiness and a bishounen hair.~~ Now to the more sadistic side which you guys are going to find out, there is not one place of Andrew which I havent...kick, scratch, bite. The poor guy, one day he is going to be a battered looking boy and no one will recognize him.

Okay. I need to go and find food. Listening to Kelsie blowing her nose makes my nose itchy. She is having the running nose. Im having the blocked nose. Breathing through my mouth makes me look like a fish without oxygen. Time to leave this blog like this. I cant think anymore to type and my entries are getting much more ridiculous each time. Despite the fact, that most of my entries doesnt make sense at all. Thank you all for reading it!

PS: I have realized, reading Kenny Sia's blog. Most of his friends blogs uses blogspot. So, I have conducted a short observation and, voila. What have I found out? Blogspot users are easier to get more people to comment on it...IF you are famous. No offence to those who uses blogspot. I will read it and comment on it. If you give me your web blog site. Sorry, if I never commented on it. But I will make sure I read it. By the way, a short advertisement, read Kenny SIa's blog. It is HILARIOUS. Cheers!

Friends..Who are they?

2006-11-12T19:36:39Z

I stayed up to do my animation work but then I was feeling sickly. Therefore, my animation work isnt completed yet.
Funny though, this morning I was healthy then later towards the end of the day, I feel myself feeling feverish, slumpish. Next thing you know, I'm down with a running nose, cough and a slight fever. Gawd, my antibodies are being lazy.
Anyway just some random things in my mind that I just want to blurt it out.

Friends. Who are they you might ask?

People who you can share your happiness, sadness, achievements or anything that you can think of. They are the people whom you can be true to yourself, be who you are and they wont judge you. But oddly enough, I have encountered so many people who considered them as my friends, yet they use me. I like to make friends, yes, I do. I love being able to know other people randomly.
But sometimes, it makes me wonder. I may be blur or some said thick headed. But I'm not exactly stupid. I know what you are doing yet I chose to ignore it because you are my friend. I'm not someone to be stepped on or to be used. Teases and jokes, I can take. Using me for your own benefit, I cant. I'm not some person whom you can go to whenever YOUR friends are not around. I will be there for you, but I'm being there for you because it is me.
I dont want you to be crying your eyes out on my shoulder and in my mind, I'm thinking something else. When my friends are down, I'm there for them and I want them to feel that I'm truly there for them. That is what I am. It is so often that I have been used as a doormat for YOUR feet but I'm sorry. I dont want to be that anymore. I am who I am. I act this way because I dont want to get into an arguement with you. So please. Im the kind who treasures my friendships. Not something that I would fool around with.

I know that YOU are reading this because I gave you my journal link. It isnt private. Cause I dont mind displaying it in public.

Ps: Sorry. This entry isnt meant to offend anybody. I love all my friends! Only certain ones....*cough*

Blogging in lab

2006-11-06T15:19:55Z

It seems that whenever I'm in college, I will post an entry up.
Damn, I think it is college that is giving me the blogging mood. Must not be attacked by these virus. Blogging mood...it is so fun yet so deadly due to the fact that once you are affected..
THERE.IS.NO.TURNING.BACK. unless you have great will power and able to turn back. Unfortunately, I do not possess this will power.
Anyway, I'm currently in college because I'm doing some editting for my group's 3D leica and turns out that I'm the sound effects woman!
Seems to me that I should apply for a job where I'm handling all the sounds because I have been searching all sorts of sounds most of the time. What am I doing?
On the other note, my parents are giving me ultimate pressure which is the reason why I do not want to go back all the time. Why? Simple.

The conversation of my parents and I.

Dad: Have you started on your portfolio?

Me: I'm working on it (which is not exactly a lie due the fact that I'm working on my final project which would be my portfolio later in life)

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Few days later...

Dad: Have far have you done on your portfolio?

Me: Oh, I'm still thinking what to draw since it is hard to draw your own style without any influences from Disney or Manga.

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Few hours later....

Mom: Have you applied for any college yet?

Me: I dont have the time to think about this yet.

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Few days later again.....

Mom: So, decided on which college yet?

Me: Nope, still thinking.

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Stumbled upon my dad at home...

Dad: When are you going to send your portfolio?

Me: Dont know.

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You see, each and everytime they are pestering me with all these questions, I'm already at the peak of my life having stress and they are adding more salt to the wound. Hello? I may be 19 but HELL I do get STRESS. I mean, dont they register in their mind that people get stress? I have been having alot of mild headaches lately and when I decide to sleep it off, I tend to wake up with an even bigger headache. Am I suffering from stress? Brain tumour (touch wood)? I have no idea. I told my mom about it and my mom reckons that I dont have enough sleep. But oddly enough, sometimes I do get enough sleep and even from the simple relaxing this such as walking aimlessly would get me a HEADACHE.
My head pain is getting worse day by day and my parents doesnt know my condition now. Should I tell them and hear from them that I dont get enough sleep? Should I just ignore it? I dont know.

Time to stop my ramblings on my head now. Stupid me and my evergoing selfish thoughts. One day I will just rot and die without anyone caring for me.

Anyway, I'm sitting here feeling so sleepy and I'm still being able to type some shyt here. Wow, I'm actually functioning! Hip hip hurray!

I remembered that Kelsie asked me a question sometime back. She asked, "Will you and Andrew last forever?" I immediately said, "Yes" Well of course. But I'm afraid of myself being doubtful. I'm afraid of myself being unfaithful. I'm afraid of myself doing something that will hurt him. He is quite a sensitive little soul. Thoughts like this is overwhelming my mind. I cant think properly anymore. Maybe this is part of me having my headaches attack. Me and my thoughts of things. For goodness sake, I'm only 19 and I'm thinking so much things. It is a suprise why I havent sprouted white hairs yet. *stares at her lock of dead looking hair*

Okay, back to work. Hope that keeps my mind off things. But one thing sure will annoy me though. Repeating the same stupid song numerous times until it is actually engraved in your memory and it will take time to forget about that song. Shyt things. Sound effects woman I am. No way I can change that. Damn it. My head hurts again. Shoot me.

Movies that I want to see

2006-11-01T08:37:59Z

I cant help it. I'm in a blogging mode now. I'm supposed to be doing my animation work but look what I'm doing? I'm serious attacked with this virus badly. Sheesh, time for me to find a cure to rid of this virus from me for a while. I cant stop blogging at the moment so heck, lets get on what I want to say since I'm writing in here.

You all know that the new "James Bond" movie is coming out but I just want to express my feelings on the actor itself. So sorry but I'm going to sound like a typical blonde and what-so-ever. So bear with me for a while.

The actor that they chose to be the new "Bond" is UGLY.No offence to those who thinks he is hawt. But he isnt the guy that I would be looking and drooling over. But I have to give him credits some how due to the fact that he might be a great actor but I dont know yet because I havent watch the movie yet.

He isnt what you call eye-candy

Compared to the previous James Bond (Pierce Brosnan), Daniel Craig looks like an old man compared to him.

Rawr, even though he is old, he is what I call eye-candy. I sound bias dont I?

Best to stop bitching and cursing Daniel Craig for not fitting the profile of James Bond in my books.

Anyway, there are so many movies that are coming out which I want to watch. What about you? But somehow some of the movie that I want to watch might not be shown here in Malaysia nor the show would showing anytime soon.

1. Happy Feet

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Dont you love that cute little penguin over there?

2. Death Note the Movie

L is so cute! I probably will be organizing a movie meetup for this one. Anyone want to come along, please either send me a message or comment on my blog. Then when I finally plan the date I will inform you guys.

3. Eragon

I saw the trailer and I find it really interesting. I want to watch it! It is actually from a book which the author if I'm not mistaken, same age as me. I think.

4. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle the Movie

Remember all your childhood times when you were growing up, you watch the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle cartoon every weekend morning or something? Well, there is the movie now and I cant wait for it to come out!

5. Surf's Up

Another animation which is about penguins. But this one is pretty cool in a sense where these penguins can surf. How often you get to see this things? Only in animations of course.

6. Pan's Labyrinth

I saw this at the Quicktime website and I find it really interesting. Gothic fairytale, a rare thing. Should be really interesting, no? Hope it will appear here in Malaysia. You want to watch the tralier? Go here

7. Spiderman 3

Spiderman is back! If you are a fan of spiderman, this is one movie to look forward too!

8. Transformers the Movie

I also grew up watching Transformers so I dont mind watching the movie to see how it goes.

There is this movie which I saw the trailer in the cinema but I cant find the movie poster for it because I forgot the title of the movies. But all I know that one is about farm animals. Something to do with cows and the other which is pretty interesting where everything in the museum comes to life.
Gosh, so many movies. Yet, do I have the time to watch them all? Like they say "So many things to do yet so little time"
Anyway, if you guys want to watch any movies which I have listed out here please feel free to message me or comment here in my blog so I can schedule a movie outing.
The more the merrier, no? Hope that I will be able to watch it with you guys if I'm still here.